
2007,2,13
Recently, my mood has been so unstable.
There are too many problems whatever
from my job, family and love.
I'm so tired to come up with those things.
The saddest thing was I almost broke up w/ my boyfriend last weekend.
Although we are still together now, some things have to be changed between us,
such as our lifestyle and my bad habbit.
Maybe they are difficult to me, but I have to try or I will lose him.
Compare to this, it's harder to forget the cruel words he said when he'd
like to break up with me.
I know whatever he said in anger is in order to irritate me.
I know he still love me.
Loving each other is easy, but getting along well is difficult.
I believe if we are really love each other, we will find the way out.
2007,2,26
After New Year Holiday, it's hard to get up early and energetically.
However, when everything is working out, I suddenly find I love this kind of work day again!
This is really amazing! That's why people said,“Take a rest for going a longer way.”
Even though this holiday was not very happy and satisfying, it still was useful to me.
My first New Year resolution is to keep doing simple things repeatedly
and do not complain and feel boring.
I want to love my job and don't depreciate every simple thing but try to learn something from it.
Another resolution is to make myself happy and independent.